Monday, January 3, 2011

Uffda!

***If you don't want to hear me whine, do not continue reading. You have been warned.***
Patience is a virtue...
...Or a royal pain the you-know-what?!?
#1 laundry and #2 trying to make a family budget (a realistic one that we can stick to) are my 2 jobs on my to-do list today.
I haven't done either. #1 because I am purely lazy and #2 because I had high hopes that A. would hear good news from a company he interviewed with a few weeks ago.
He heard back.
It was bad news.
And I ask myself (as I sit and cry like the overly hormonal pregnant woman that I am) "Why am I surprised?"
It's only been 2 years of job searching after all. Surely I should be patient!?!
I swear if any one else tells me any of the following:
"It will happen when the time is right."
"Everyone is struggling financially right now."
"Maybe this is a test."
"Patience is a virtue."
I will explode.
Unless you/your spouse have been looking for a job for 2 years and are 8 weeks away from delivering your second baby and have hormones that would much properly be named "the roller coaster of doom" please don't tell me you know how I feel, because you don't and it's annoying to be lied to.
Back to the job hunt and the waiting.
And yes...
putting the frustration and pregnancy hormones aside I do fully know that when the time is right we will get the job we have been praying for...
until then...
patience.

5 comments:

Sabrina said...

I don't know how you feel but I feel for you...we are only going on our 8th month and still living with the in-laws. We even gave in and decided to just join the air force only to find out the waiting list is a year long!!! My mom cried for me and when she asked how I felt I just told her I didn't feel anything. Hang in there! Hopefully 2011 will bring both our husbands jobs!!!

Amber said...

So sorry. I hope things start to look up soon!

Anne and Michael Whyte said...

That really sucks. I'm sorry.

Elle and Jared said...

why is it that some days (especially pregnant) just suck like that? i'm sorry to hear you are having one of those days and hope tomorrow (and the next day) are better. much better and with better news.

Brittany said...

I am sure I can find you something in Australia!!! Job hunting sucks and we only found something across the world....hopefully you can get on some sweet government help - we surely survived for awhile on that. LOVE YOU sista! {and rough time to give up caffine....I guess if it is tough already why not make it tougher :o)